12.25.2005 - undercurrent

undercurrent
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for a short while
  she clung to me
  in public and private places
    i was her bouy 
      in a turbulent sea of faces

i don't know what
  undercurrent
    i was saving her from
      as i floated effortlessly
        on the surface
      tied to my own 
        deep anchor

but i know when i failed her
  she held me so tightly
  and i wanted nothing more
    then to be held
  but that undercurrent
    was too strong
  and i felt my anchor
    slipping
    and she felt it too.

she cried in anguish
  at the first sign
    of my weakness
  she screamed "Betrayal!"
    and she raged and whipped
      and frothed and gnashed
        and then suddenly
          she was wooden
        and floated away
          without a sound. 



- for denise