08.15.2005 - lines

lines
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confusion confusion unsensible collusion
  my living diffusion
    of purpose and order - i need
      some lines to write on 
      to keep myself straight
        so i don't disperse too much
          good stuff off the
            margins of fate
                  or
            spill any good food
              off the edge of my plate

confusion - like doubt, but worse
  a nausea of my spirit
    an indistinct hurt - like pepper spray
         blinds me
    i stumble astray and i forgot
      where i was going
        anyway

get a job - have free time
get some money - beg for a dime
drink some coffee - eat some food
decisions decisions - what should i do?

confusion.