08.09.2005 - catching the dawn

catching the dawn
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This viscous material
  called the night sky
  holds us aloft
    pushing against us
      the world turning towards us
    as we insist on going East
      walking up the down escalator

Looking out the portal
  one can see
    the edge of the world 
      crowned in the
        halo of dawn

we chase towards it
  night recedes
and our ship is soon bathed in light
  pouring through the 
  small oval windows
    dazzling. 

On my form, they ask
  what my purpose is
    and i must select
    "returning home" -
       but that is not true.

home is with you
  lost in the depths of
  night behind me
    and i'm going now
      to a city i've never lived in
        that i know nothing about
          i'm not returning home.

I look at your photos
  and hold back my tears.